Not literally. I’m sure it will still work as it should. But it hasn’t healed – there is still a gaping hole between where two stitches were, and that’s what has been stinging so much when I pee or have sitz baths. Also, my vagina itself looks like a giant cavern and I am queefing all the time. It looks so different than I remember it, like it’s not even me anymore. I wish I hadn’t looked. It has put me in a self-defeated, pouty mood. We are almost 6 weeks into the healing process and I am so discouraged at how slowly it’s going.
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This blog is about my wife's and my experiences as we embark on the adventure of making a baby and then raising the child. I'm a PhD candidate trying to balance dissertation work and non-profit work with full-time parenting and home-maker endeavours. I'll candidly share my successes and failures in this balancing act. View all posts by Amy