I needed to read this today (on attachment parenting and sleep)

My wife and I have been having more and more conversations about having Avery start to fall asleep alone rather than with one of us cuddling her to sleep. The conversation totally ruined a date night recently.

As it turns out (and not what I expected before becoming a parent), I subscribe to attachment parenting philosophy. Maybe it’s because of who my daughter is as a person, maybe it’s because of who my maternal instincts makes me, maybe it’s both. I feel a deep urge to satisfy my child’s need for physical contact, a sense of unconditional love, and emotional comfort, over and above my need to get a good night of sleep, to fit in with how many traditional parents parent, or to make people around me feel comfortable (e.g. with nursing a toddler).

So it’s just who I am. It’s how I choose to parent. But of course not all parents parent the same, and that includes parents within the same parental unit. My wife is of the camp that we need to teach our kids to be independent – even as babies. Denying them physical closeness (even with a gentle or slow withdraw) is important to give them the tools they need to be independent. The terms “self soothing” and “needy” have become trigger words for me… Anyway, I’m thankful that my wife is on board with a gentle – albeit traditional – parenting approach, and has proposed that we gently withdraw our presence in our daughter’s bed over the course of a few weeks. I agreed to try this a while back, and on the night we were set to start, I freaked out and said I wasn’t ready. The truth is, my instincts are telling me that I’m doing everything right to meet my daughter’s needs. Also, I love the quiet cuddle time… I’d happily spend an hour of my evening every night snuggled up to Avery, listening to her sing quietly to herself, and listening to her breathing slow and regulate as she falls peacefully asleep. But that’s not for every parent. Some people like to have their evenings free. That’s fair. It’s just not my priority.

On top of the pressure I’ve been feeling from my wife, My daycare provider today suggested I train her to fall asleep on her own. “Just put her in bed, leave the room, close the door, and if she gets out of bed put her back in bed and repeat. I saw that on Super Nanny.” Like it’s that simple. We nap-trained when we weaned, and even laying next to her, I had to haul her body back into her bed dozens of times while she tantrumed for an hour. It took just under a week to “train” her that to fight was futile. I am in no rush to go through that again.

But then, during nap time today (after I’d laid with her for 45 minutes), I picked up this month’s parenting book club selection. The passage I started into settled my fears and self doubt. I hear ALL THE TIME that parents need to push their young children (and babies) to be more independent, to not need their parents so much. This has always felt counterintuitive to me, even before I started reading psychological research on why it’s counterintuitive. Here’s the passage that I really needed to read today.

The key to activating maturation is to take care of the attachment needs of the child. To foster independence we must first invite dependence; to promote individuation we must provide a sense of belonging and unity; to help the child separate we must assume the responsibility for keeping the child close. …We don’t help a child let go by pushing the child away but by providing more contact and connection than the child is seeking. We do not liberate children by making them work for our love but by letting them rest in it. We do not help a child face the separation involved in going to sleep or going to school by enforcing the separation, but by satisfying his need for closeness. Thus the story of maturation is one of paradox: it is dependence and attachment that foster independence and genuine separation.

This is the attachment parenting approach. It is supported by psychology (sorry, I don’t have time to pull up references here, but if you want some for personal reasons, let me know).

It’s not everybody’s approach or belief. I don’t judge other parents’ approaches at all. This is how I function as a parent from a natural, primal, hormonal, instinctual basis. I just like to be reassured sometimes that my instincts aren’t out to lunch, and that I’m not messing up my child by sticking to my guns on this.

15 thoughts on “I needed to read this today (on attachment parenting and sleep)

  1. I still hug my almost 5 year old to sleep. he falls asleep in 10 mins, he can sleep on his own and through the night, if needed, but he just prefers to have mom close to him and I indulge him. I mean, after a hard long day, don’t we all want to wind down with our favorite person/ thing on earth?
    Am happy my son considers me his calming zone…

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    • ❤️❤️ I so relate to this. I’m happy to hear that you’ve been able to be there for him at bedtime all this time and yet he now falls asleep in 10 minutes!


  2. I remember laying in bed with my oldest for long periods of time when she was younger, now at 5 we lay with her for 5-10 mins at most while she falls asleep. I was over all that by the time the baby came along though, I’ve been doing a bottle, song, put her down and walk away since she was a few months old. Both are happy, healthy kids 🙂

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  3. Should we start a club called “Unexpectedly Attachment Parenting”? I never foresaw that I would classify myself in that way, yet here I am, laying in my kid’s twin bed every night for 30-90 minutes while she asks me one million questions about everything under the sun before falling asleep. I love those cuddly, quiet moments, even when they drive me insane. They’ll be over so soon. Too soon. I love that she wants me there. I also know she’ll tell me when she’s ready for me NOT to be there. (And I fear what will happen when two of them need that comfort at bedtime!)
    I fully subscribe to the excerpt you quoted. I think it applies to life more broadly too – when someone’s “cup is full” they can do more things: help others fill their cups, explore new aspects of themselves, try new things, etc. If you’re always worried about your own cup being empty or unfilled, you can’t focus forward or outward. We just try to fill our kids’ cups so that they can start exercising that independence with confidence.

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  4. I wrote my thesis on attachment theory while I was pregnant with my first child, and I find myself doing what you could probably describe as attachment parenting, though the two things (AP and the science of attachment) don’t always match up. The most important general misunderstanding about attachment is this: attachment isn’t the opposite of independence, attachment is the foundation of independence. Having a secure attachment and confidence in a parent as a safe place you can always return to is what allows a child to move away, when she’s ready. It sounds like you’re doing an amazing job x

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  5. I’m probably attachment parenting too… I co-slept until my son was one (and anytime he gets sick) I slowly transitioned him to his room and it took a long time… He didn’t start sleeping through the night until about 18 months old and I stopped nursing him at 20 months old… I have taught him that he can’t come into my bed until the sun is up so every morning between 5-6 am he wakes up me or my partner go get him and he sleeps in bed with us until 7am… I didn’t believe in cry it out method though so everytime he woke and cried I went to him and laid with him until he fell asleep. Now he goes to bed in about 5 minutes and falls asleep on his own… once in a while he will wake in the middle of the night and I will lay with him until falls asleep and then I’ll go back to bed… it took a long time to do it because like I said I don’t like the cry it out method I will go to him when he needs me so it was a slow process but I’m super happy with the results…

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  6. I think we all worry that what we are doing is right or wrong.. will it impact our babies in the long run. I totally get where you’re coming from and it’s hard! Sometimes you just want an easy life as well. I say what you’re doing is amazing and you’re going with your instinct which to me is the best thing you can do. It won’t last forever! They are only young once. Xxx

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  7. I get that a lot, but I don’t think it goes agains sleeptraining and having some time for your own. Just pick the right method. I can recommend hold wihth love method developed and described by susan urban. It worked so fast for us! It’s a guide in a nutshell, step-by-step instruction. There is no cio, but holding your child tights (but not to long). Maybe you should give it a try? Check out her web: http://www.parental-love.com


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